Sad News

Dear Sage- We where given sad news. And I couldn't tell you all of it because your still way to young to understand. We found out Poppa's Cancer is back. That's about all you DO know. What you DON'T know is how bad it is. I'm writing this because I want you to know everything. When Poppa first got the cancer two years ago, he had it removed and had chemo. The chemo was the hardest thing he's every done. And sense then he's always said that he would never do that again. Ever. Well now there's a new Cancer. It's taken over most of the whole lung and it's in part of the 1/2 lung he has left. It's also on a lymph node. Which means it's going to spread through out his body. They told Poppa all his options. Which are all bad. No matter how you look at it. Without treatment he have him maybe 4-8 more months. With treatment and it not working we have him 16-20 months. If it works, we could have him for, god willing, years. The treatment is going to be horrible for Poppa. Chemo and radiation for 6 weeks straight, 5 days radiation and 1 day chemo. Poppa's doing it because he loves us and wants to be with us for as long as he possibly can. It's going to be the hardest thing he's ever done in his whole life, but he's doing it for You, Nenna, Mema and I. He doesn't want to leave his "girls". Poppa is gonna be in bad shape the next few weeks. I just hope someday when you look back on this you remember him for the great man he is and not what is going to happen to him soon. I have to stop now cause it's hard for me. I will write more another time. I love you baby Mommy